break♥away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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it's called TRUST.
sometimes you just got to forgive and forget. you held a grudge on me for how long now ? ever since june !, just one mistake and you hold it on forever. like seriously, from talking to each other to screaming at each other, it takes you so long to just tell you. you NEVER believed me. ever since that mistake .. like who does that ?! it's hard to believe that we're blood related because i never hold on grudges this long. i do hold a grudge but i let them goo. you keep them for a lifetime and you think i should respect you? yea maybe i should coz your older than me but sometimes i think you think i dont even exist. tell me yesturday, what was that? when you fully come in the door i pretend im sleeping but noo, you see brandon first. you don't even say hi to me. do you not know how much that hurts? like sure he's a baby but the least you could do is say hi to me. it's like i don't belong here anymore. and threatening me that your gonna break my face? go ahead, im not scared of you. see, maybe this is why i don't listen and i show disrespect to you. sometimes, at night, i think to myself .. "am i adopted?". it hurts to not be recognized in the family. i feel like shit when im in the same roof as you. & instead of SCREAMING EVERYTIME YOU ASK ME TO DO SOMETHING WHY DON'T YOU TRY SAYING IT ?! MAYBE I'LL ACTUALLY LISTEN TO YOU! and seriously, do you have to know my friend's parents? like seriously me: mom, dad, can i go to the mall with my friends? mom/dad: whose going? do we know them? what time am i gonna pick you up? do i know there parents?. seriously you ask so many questions, the event will be over. for ONCE in my life can't you just be protective instead of being OVER-protective? fyi.. if you keep screaming at me instead of talking to me then you'll probably lose your voice and i'll be OH SO HAPPY :) .
5:11 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
different colours.
missing how it used to be.. to be with you. for you to hold me tight and say it was gonna be alright. there were so many things that changed between us. every colour described every situation we had. remembering when we used to talk 24/7. i knew i could tell you everything. missing those times spent together, being in love with you. i gave you my heart and if that's not enough for you then maybe im not enough for you. you said my personality was all you need and i believed you. loving you was the best thing i've ever done. missing your soft touch on my skin. hoping that someday, i'll be back in your arms forever <3
7:06 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
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it's called TRUST.
sometimes you just got to forgive and forget. you held a grudge on me for how long now ? ever since june !, just one mistake and you hold it on forever. like seriously, from talking to each other to screaming at each other, it takes you so long to just tell you. you NEVER believed me. ever since that mistake .. like who does that ?! it's hard to believe that we're blood related because i never hold on grudges this long. i do hold a grudge but i let them goo. you keep them for a lifetime and you think i should respect you? yea maybe i should coz your older than me but sometimes i think you think i dont even exist. tell me yesturday, what was that? when you fully come in the door i pretend im sleeping but noo, you see brandon first. you don't even say hi to me. do you not know how much that hurts? like sure he's a baby but the least you could do is say hi to me. it's like i don't belong here anymore. and threatening me that your gonna break my face? go ahead, im not scared of you. see, maybe this is why i don't listen and i show disrespect to you. sometimes, at night, i think to myself .. "am i adopted?". it hurts to not be recognized in the family. i feel like shit when im in the same roof as you. & instead of SCREAMING EVERYTIME YOU ASK ME TO DO SOMETHING WHY DON'T YOU TRY SAYING IT ?! MAYBE I'LL ACTUALLY LISTEN TO YOU! and seriously, do you have to know my friend's parents? like seriously me: mom, dad, can i go to the mall with my friends? mom/dad: whose going? do we know them? what time am i gonna pick you up? do i know there parents?. seriously you ask so many questions, the event will be over. for ONCE in my life can't you just be protective instead of being OVER-protective? fyi.. if you keep screaming at me instead of talking to me then you'll probably lose your voice and i'll be OH SO HAPPY :) .
5:11 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
different colours.
missing how it used to be.. to be with you. for you to hold me tight and say it was gonna be alright. there were so many things that changed between us. every colour described every situation we had. remembering when we used to talk 24/7. i knew i could tell you everything. missing those times spent together, being in love with you. i gave you my heart and if that's not enough for you then maybe im not enough for you. you said my personality was all you need and i believed you. loving you was the best thing i've ever done. missing your soft touch on my skin. hoping that someday, i'll be back in your arms forever <3
7:06 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun